Hear me out because often especially in the U.S. we make great efforts to prevent suicide. The know the answer may be oblivious such as “Well because their life matters” or “they need to live” . But why do they need to live, who are they living for , for family and friends who will soon forget them. Friends and family who make no real efforts to build meaningful relationships. Death is apart of life, why must one suffer, struggle going to life unhappy, searching for things that may never come to fruition.
I often think why am I hear, as I have live a life of struggle, of being mistreated, misunderstood, pushing forward for a good life only to be told no, while I look around seeing people in great prosperity with a great career, money, security, love, friendship, good health and seemingly not a care in the world. Yes I know you may say everyone has something to worry about, everyone goes through shit.
So, does Elon Musk, the richest man in the world struggle, does he fight life traveling on his private jet or does Jeff Bezos of Amazon struggle on his Yacht. Does the president of the United States struggle with anything but old age being in control of free world.
Yes there is pain in the world, pain for those who just want to pay their rent, have a good job, food to feed themselves and families which seems impossible today , so why not just end the suffering, be done and done, no one struggling, suffering or worrying, sounds great. So why do we try to take this gift from people when you are not going to pay their bills , feed their families or them, give them a steady job , the bare necessities of life. Why do you care if others die especially your family and friends, let them.
Often even the people we strive to provide for, protect are ungrateful. Often you hear kids today say I Would NEVER take care of my parents, NOT my responsibility, to each their own, screw them. In those many cases why not just end it, family doesn’t appear to care and only need you for your enjoyment and benefit. Why not have a MASS suicide day so people can be out of their misery, to make those friends and family happy.
Again why do we in our society try so damn hard to save people who don’t want saving and don’t need it but prefer to be left alone to die on their terms.
I am not advocating to go off yourself, but keep an open mind.
I personally plan my own demise one day to finish what I started back in 2007. But don’t worry not today as I have planning to do before i leave this world, because yes I have a wife and daughter I want to leave financially secure because why should my choice devastate them when if financially secure the can go about living , survive and thrive without me and live far better lives without me in it. As I said in time I too would be forgotten but my family would still be here living their best life. I see too often people live better now that their loved ones are no longer here. I do worry about my spirit, will I go to heaven or hell of be earth bound to roam the earth as a ghost.
I don’t why I had this random thought but had to get it out, I guess because I often think about my last days as much as I’d love to live a long, healthy life, prosperous life I don’t think I can or will but will not leave my family without something to push forward.
I would say to fully prepare I need between 5-6 years of planning and to see if there are major events in my life to prevent me from following through like incredible wealth, big promotions at work or something miraculous that only GOD can create, until then I’ll wait and see. I don’t know one to end things today like so many do without proper planning leaving loved ones in worst states before one’s demise.
For me it’s a Mondays ! But it’s also someone’s last breath at their own hand. They are Free from a life of struggles and pain.
Joe Meyers Adventures 