Just about Anything, Education and Learning, Writing, Mental Health

Remembering James Ransone (Edward “Eddie” Kaspbrak)

A Tragic Loss Goodbye Edward “Eddie” Kaspbrak, known to the world as James Ransone. The talented actor, recognized for his many memorable film roles, has sadly passed away by suicide at the age of 46. He died by hanging on Friday, December 19, 2025. Personal Reflections and Empathy This loss feels deeply personal, even though… Continue reading Remembering James Ransone (Edward “Eddie” Kaspbrak)

Education and Learning, Just about Anything, Mental Health

Wrestling with Worth: Annual Reflections on Life, Faith, and Financial Struggle

Contemplating Life During the Holidays This has become an annual tradition in my "Giving Myself the Gift of Life" series. I have tweaked the name a little as the original name of the posts might cause alarm to those who read as these post discusses death and suicide. For those who are concerned about my… Continue reading Wrestling with Worth: Annual Reflections on Life, Faith, and Financial Struggle

Education and Learning, Just about Anything, Mental Health, Writing

Discover Chapter 2 of The Forgotten Son Series

I am pleased to announce the release of my autobiography, *The Forgotten Son: Chapter 2*, which will be available now. This book forms part of the broader work, *The Forgotten Son*, initially published in January. The Forgotten Son: Chapter 2 chronicles a pivotal period of my life following college, detailing my experiences as I transitioned… Continue reading Discover Chapter 2 of The Forgotten Son Series

Education and Learning, Just about Anything, Mental Health, Writing

Discover My Journey in The Forgotten Son: Chapter 2

I am pleased to announce the forthcoming release of my autobiography, *The Forgotten Son: Chapter 2*, which will be available on October 31st. This book forms part of the broader work, *The Forgotten Son*, initially published in January. The Forgotten Son: Chapter 2 chronicles a pivotal period of my life following college, detailing my experiences… Continue reading Discover My Journey in The Forgotten Son: Chapter 2

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Confronting Career and Financial Shame: My Journey

Shame is a prevalent part of my life each day, I wake up with shame and I go to sleep with shame, as one of the main themes in my life for years now which is one of the reasons I wrote Runaway, Shame, my memoir out December 1st, yes that is my shameless plug,… Continue reading Confronting Career and Financial Shame: My Journey

Just about Anything, Mental Health, Writing

The Voices in My Head

I often play conversations in my head, not sure if anyone does what you may say to a person at home, at work in various scenarios. I re-play words/conversations in my might regularly in how I am going to explain to my family one when I am no longer here. Sadly the only conversation I… Continue reading The Voices in My Head

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Reflections on Fatherhood: A Complex Journey

As a father celebrates Father’s Day, it can be complicated but not in the way one would think. You see of course, I grew up with my own father who is still living today named Moses. My own mother and father divorced when I was about five years old and my sister about three years… Continue reading Reflections on Fatherhood: A Complex Journey

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Rediscovering Your Life’s Light

The author reflects on feeling a loss of personal joy despite loving their family. They reminisce about brighter times and battle inner turmoil, believing their own value is diminishing. Writing serves as an escape and a legacy, while they grapple with life's challenges and existential thoughts about significance and worth.

Just about Anything, Mental Health

Understanding Mental Health Awareness Month: A Personal Journey

Did you know its mental Health Awareness Month? well it is for the month of May. Such an important month for awareness to those who struggle like myself. For those that do not know what and why this month exist, it all says it in the name, but for additional context: Mental Health Awareness Month (also… Continue reading Understanding Mental Health Awareness Month: A Personal Journey

Education and Learning, Just about Anything, Mental Health

Navigating Layoffs and Mental Health: A Personal Reflection

The author reflects on the significant impact of being laid off from Meridianlink on February 28, 2023. Despite prior job losses, this layoff felt particularly devastating due to its abruptness and lack of communication. The author had valued their remote work flexibility and had experienced personal growth during their time at the company. Following the layoff, financial hardships and mental health struggles ensued, affecting the family. Although the author found new job opportunities shortly after, challenges in a new role at Edison led to further instability. The journey emphasizes the trauma of job loss and its lasting effects on both personal and financial well-being.