The author reflects on feeling a loss of personal joy despite loving their family. They reminisce about brighter times and battle inner turmoil, believing their own value is diminishing. Writing serves as an escape and a legacy, while they grapple with life's challenges and existential thoughts about significance and worth.
Tag: Mental Illness
The Dangers of Media Obsession in Today’s Society
We live in world that constantly tells us how much of nothings we are. Living in the U.S. I am confronted with this each day. As I live in a country of extreme wealth, millionaires and billionaires who use media to make it known to the world how little we are to this country and… Continue reading The Dangers of Media Obsession in Today’s Society
My Burnt Light
Have you ever felt like you lost your light in life. Do you ever wonder is this it, is this the happiest I will feel. Or Do you feel that your light in life has burned out. I think about this a lot as I think of a time in my life when my light… Continue reading My Burnt Light
Glorification of Violence in Media Only Gets Worse, especially by those considered Mentally ill.
I often think about the amount of violence that plagues our society in television, film, music, and media and how desensitized we are. Often when I watch television with ads, there are collages of shows and films that highlight a certain genre like horror. Watching one the other day there was one on Peacock that… Continue reading Glorification of Violence in Media Only Gets Worse, especially by those considered Mentally ill.
Constant Reflections on Life
I often reflect on the state of my mind as at times I feel like I am going into madness, unpredictability and on edge, which I feel most of the time. I feel defensive now this point in my life, like when is something going to be taken from me, like money, my job, my… Continue reading Constant Reflections on Life
Societal Collapse Continues Each Day, Be Ready!
We live in world that constantly tells us how much of nothings we are. Living in the U.S. I am confronted with this each day. As I live in a country of extreme wealth, millionaires and billionaires who use media to make it known to the world how little we are to this country and… Continue reading Societal Collapse Continues Each Day, Be Ready!
Giving myself the Gift of 5 more years of Life
The holidays are certainly a time of self-reflection, what we consider to be the most important. Although one could look at my life and see that I have nothing to be down about, as I have a family wife and daughter whom I Love. But each day I think how much better their life could… Continue reading Giving myself the Gift of 5 more years of Life
My Dark Thoughts In My Time of Joblessness
My dark thoughts have already been in overload since losing my primary job March 2nd. I am working to be positive but its not easy for someone who has the tendency to think of the worst case scenario. I tend to dream about an escape out of this situation as this type of situation brings… Continue reading My Dark Thoughts In My Time of Joblessness
Just Talk with Joe Meyer Vlog : The Depression of Life and It’s Pursuits
The Effects of Social Media on Mental Health
Living in the 21st century Social Media has become a part of our daily lives, as we use it to keep in touch with just about everything from followers, friends and family, the news and basically anything that goes on in the world today. For some Social Media is the best thing since sliced bread… Continue reading The Effects of Social Media on Mental Health