Education and Learning, Just about Anything, Mental Health

The Internal War I Fight Each Day!

Did you know September is Suicide Prevention Month? I find this to be important to many out there who are struggling like myself. I often think of suicide and in all honestly, I think of how I will plan my exit in this world. Even when things appear to be ok or well, I think… Continue reading The Internal War I Fight Each Day!

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When Self Sacrifice May be a Good Thing

DISCLAIMER : This post is sensitive in nature that discusses self harm and Suicide. If you are feeling suicidal , feelings of self harm and in the U.S. dial 9-8-8 to speak with someone or 9-1-1. These thoughts are my opinions. I often think about death, a lot. I think about what my last days… Continue reading When Self Sacrifice May be a Good Thing

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The Voices In My Head Won’t Stop

My dark thoughts continue as I am falling into worry and hopelessness. For many and, I have only not been working for two weeks, but prior to that not working from March to May, which is not a relatively long time. As of late I have been waking up at 3:56 AM and yes, I… Continue reading The Voices In My Head Won’t Stop

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My Dark Thoughts In My Time of Joblessness

My dark thoughts have already been in overload since losing my primary job March 2nd. I am working to be positive but its not easy for someone who has the tendency to think of the worst case scenario. I tend to dream about an escape out of this situation as this type of situation brings… Continue reading My Dark Thoughts In My Time of Joblessness

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Unfocused and Becoming Unhinged slowly

It was October 13th, 2019 when I was last unemployed , similar to this time around, but looking back my feelings at the time have not all the changed that much, but back in 2019 was in a much different place mentally and physically. For those going through it due to being laid off or… Continue reading Unfocused and Becoming Unhinged slowly

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Surviving Being Laid Off in 2023 From being Newly Laid off, my perspective

Lay offs continue to happen in 2023 as companies continue to cut their workforces, often blaming over hiring in the pandemic, neglecting to realize the negative impact they have on families and our lives. But is being laid off as bad as it sounds, it can be but there are ways to combat these difficult transitions and keep a healthy mind.

Education and Learning, Just about Anything, Mental Health

Why is Suicide Stigmatized In Society and How we can view death differently

I often think about death and some of you may read my posts and some may seem kind of dark and I understand that, because I do think dark thoughts at time. For some reason a thought as been nagging at my mind, which why is it that society finds suicide wrong and in Christian… Continue reading Why is Suicide Stigmatized In Society and How we can view death differently

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Tis the season for Suicides, Let’s be kinder to those who are suffering this time of year.

During this time of year, the holidays. I often think about the amount of grief and sadness people are going through. I believe that this is time when suicides are at the highest levels as many go through this time of year feeling lonely as they look around who appear to be happy, have happy… Continue reading Tis the season for Suicides, Let’s be kinder to those who are suffering this time of year.